I've been upset for the past couple of days. I wanted to write in my diary the very first day i was upset but i thought it was redundant as I believed it was going to only be one day. I didn't expect it to be happening for days. I couldn't withstand it anymore, hence i'm here.
I'm tired of hearing the same excuses again & again. I'm tired of having to face them & pretend that everything's gonna be okayy. I'm tired of keeping all the sadness inside me & making me feel so horrible. I'm tired of crying every night because of you. I'm tired lying to myself that one day you'll understand.
I'm tired ; I'm tired ; I'm tired .
I just hope one day you'll understand how I feel. How miserable I actually feel. I want to live like how it was in the past. That's all I want.
